"Here I am" - A posture of the heart
- rianavanemmenes
- Jan 22
- 4 min read

“Here I Am” — A Posture of the Heart
In the book of Genesis, the phrase “Here I am” appears again and again. When you search for these words in the Bible, a pattern begins to emerge — one that reveals a powerful posture of the heart.
Genesis 22:1
“Now it came to pass after these things that God tested Abraham, and said to him, ‘Abraham!’ And he said, ‘Here I am.’”
Genesis 22:7
“But Isaac spoke to Abraham his father and said, ‘My father!’ And he said, ‘Here I am, my son.’”
Genesis 22:11
“But the Angel of the Lord called to him from heaven and said, ‘Abraham, Abraham!’ So he said, ‘Here I am.’”
Genesis 31:11
“Then the Angel of God spoke to me in a dream, saying, ‘Jacob.’ And I said, ‘Here I am.’”
Genesis 46:2
“Then God spoke to Israel in the visions of the night, and said, ‘Jacob, Jacob!’ And he said, ‘Here I am.’”
Exodus 3:4
“So when the Lord saw that he turned aside to look, God called to him from the midst of the bush and said, ‘Moses, Moses!’ And he said, ‘Here I am.’”
1 Samuel 3:4
“Then the Lord called Samuel. And he answered, ‘Here I am!’”
Isaiah 6:8
“Also I heard the voice of the Lord, saying: ‘Whom shall I send, and who will go for Us?’ Then I said, ‘Here am I! Send me.’”
“Here I am, Lord. Send me.”
This is not just a response — it is a heart posture.
To say “Here I am” is to make yourself available to God. It is one of the most beautiful things a person can say to Him.
What is striking is that every one of these people said “Here I am” before they knew the assignment. By saying these words, they surrendered their own will to whatever God’s will might be.
Isaiah only said “Here I am” after he had been cleansed — after the coal from the altar touched his lips. Purification came first. Then willingness.
The Wilderness as a Place of Washing
We often speak about purification through:
• the water of the Word,
• the blood of Jesus,
• and the coal from the altar placed on Isaiah’s mouth.
But there is another place God uses to purify us:
The wilderness.
The Wilderness as Mirror and Washbasin
The wilderness is not punishment.
It is a place of purification and preparation.
When God leads you into a dry season, it is not because He is angry with you.
It is because He wants to reveal and heal something deeper in your heart.
In the silence and emptiness of the wilderness, everything that normally distracts or protects you falls away. What remains reveals what truly lives in your heart — not to condemn you, but to heal you.
Deuteronomy 8:2
“Remember how the Lord your God led you all the way in the wilderness these forty years, to humble and test you in order to know what was in your heart, whether or not you would keep his commands.”
In the wilderness, you discover:
• who you really are
• what you truly believe
• and who God really is to you
What the Wilderness Exchanges in Us
In the wilderness, God begins to exchange things within us:
• Doing instead of being
Always busy, never still enough to hear.
In the wilderness, God teaches us to be.
• Image instead of honesty
Showing what looks good, hiding what hurts.
In the wilderness, masks fall away and honest hearts are revealed.
• Control instead of surrender
Holding tight because we fear trusting.
In the wilderness, you don’t know where your water, manna, or quail will come from — you have to trust God.
• Shame instead of freedom
Believing you must first be better to be loved.
• Comfort instead of faith
Staying with what is familiar instead of trusting God for something new.
God does not call us to be comfortable. The wilderness strips away comfort and builds faith.
• Religion instead of relationship
Doing the right things but missing His heart.
In the wilderness, it is just you and God.
• Self-strength instead of God’s strength
Trying to be strong on your own rather than relying on Him.
The wilderness is stronger than you — only with God can you walk all the way through it.
What God Does in the Wilderness
In the wilderness:
• Everything false falls away so that only what is true remains.
• A slave mindset is replaced with a child’s mindset — you learn that you belong to Him.
• Dependence is formed — you learn to live on daily manna and daily grace.
• Identity is restored — not who you were in Egypt, but who you are in Him.
And eventually, the wilderness is no longer just a place of lack.
It becomes the place where you learn:
His presence is enough.
You have been washed in the wilderness.
The wilderness is a place of grace — and sometimes we even ask for the wilderness, so that we may be washed.



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